I hate writing papers. I feel so stupid! At least I have friends who know how to write and put my thoughts in an order that make sense! I love having a nice quiet library to work in, well sorta quiet, lots of people here coming and going, but at least I can get some work done. Plus I have the help of my friends :D

I wish Tom were feeling better, but in some ways I'm glad he's not, because he's at home with the kids so I can be here at the library working while he's with the kids.

I am having a dilemma or two. I have been subbing for the special ed. Teacher (who decided to resign because she can’t deal with her 8 kids) I love this class, I find it easy, the kids are well behaved, with one or two exceptions, they do there work with a little help, and are basically good kids. The problem I have found is the teachers aide, Steve, when he is in there the problems begin, the kids start having attitudes, they won’t do there work, they talk back, not to me, but to him; and I can see why; he treats them like dogshit! When Steve leaves, they are fine for me. When Steve shuts his mouth, they are fine for me, but I treat them with respect, he doesn’t. He yells at them and treats them horribly. But as a substitute I don’t feel like there is anything I can really do about it. I happen to know that no teacher in the school will work with him because of his attitude, I don’t know why he hasn’t been fired. Anyway, I wish I could do something, but I can’t, not yet anyway. It’s funny, subbing gave me the desire to go back and teach, but I couldn’t decide what to get me certification in. Now that I have subbed for the special ed. classes, I am really leaning toward special ed., they need someone who will care for them and want to teach them, and I think I can do that.

I miss “the Box” I haven’t been on in so long. I haven’t been able to post in so long. All this homework is ruining my social life on the box. I miss all my monkey friends.

Thomas is sick, looks like a 24hr. - 48 hr stomach virus that’s going around. He was running a temp of 102.7 with Tylenol in him. For the first 24 hours he was just sleeping and lethargic, then came the diarrhea and throwing up. My baby isn’t feeling well.

It’s weird I keep dreaming about my Blog. About the comments section, coming in and there being 6, 7, 8, comments a day. I don’t know why. Maybe because I wonder if people read this thing, and if they do, what they think. Even my husband, I know he reds it, I wish he would at least comment.

School is hard. Do I really want to do this for 4 years? No. Do I really want to teach? YES!!!! So I guess I have to take the bad with the good. The work is so hard, and it's overwhelming at times. I just don't know what to do. It makes me feel in adequate. Then Miss wenchy English Prof. won't let me change the topic of the damn paper that I haven't started anyway! Oh hell. I just have a shit load of writing and re-writing to do this weekend. I hate research papers. That's what this really is, it's not an "Investigative Report" It's a damn research paper and I hate it.

James' birthday is in two weeks and it's killing me, he'll be two. He's at the age Thomas was when I was ready for another one. It makes me sad to see him this old. I know we don't need anymore, but....

Dawn lost the baby. She was pregnant and she miscarried about 2 weeks ago. I'm sure she and Vince are devastated. I haven't even seen her yet to express my condolences.

Liz is all worried about no girls coming back to Girl Scouts this year. Frankly, I don't care. If we have a small troop it will be easier for me. So far I think we only have Liz, Courtney, De (?), Ashley, and a new girl, I don't know about Erica and Kristi yet. Oh well.

I am overwhelmed with everything going on in my life right now that I don't really know what to worry about. Everything and nothing. I have to go and write some papers now. One paper is due tomorrow and the other I have to do a presentation on tomorrow. The one I have to do a presentation on, I can't even find resources for! Wish me luck!

I haven't updated and told what's going on IRL in so long. I hope no-one is totally bored with me. I hate my English class, love the teacher, hate the class. I just can't get interested in writing about Appalachia. I am really enjoying the teacher that I am doing practicum with, she is a really great teacher.

Kim moved down last week, and now I just to get Sherrie here, then I will be happy. I didn't realize I could be happy with Kim here, we haven't seen or talked to each other in years, but I guess all those years of growing up together make a difference; because, even though we haven't even spoken in years, it's like we were always close. Which is funny because we didn't even grow up that close to each other, with her family moving so much, just summers. Plus once adolecence hit we never spent time together. It's nice, I really didn't expect to become close friends with her again. It's cool though because I think she'll like Sherrie and Tony and the 6 of us will get along well and be able to do stuff together. it will be nice. It is nice to have the same interests as other adults. It will be fun :D

I so can't WAIT for Sherrie to move!!!!! As it gets closer, I get more and more excited! Tom and Patrick have been cleaning out the basement, and I mean REALLY cleaning! We'll be moving kids stuff upstairs and taking stuff to the Salvation Army (since their store burned down Sunday night)

I probably haven't posted yet that right now so many people are pregnant around me, it's a good thing Tom is fixed or I might "catch" it ;) Trish is Due May 24, Kim (David's wife not the above) is due April 1.

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