Hi dee Ho all! It's been, yes, it's been. Really good Monday, pretty good Tuesday, and so-so Wednesday. I guess it's lookin like my week has been going downhill. Yup it sure has. I'm in a pissy mood right now, Nothing has gotten done today by anyone but me...and I haven't done all that much.

Tom is dizzy and just can't seem to get a grip on it. I wish I knew why he was so dizzy, or there was something I could do to help him. I am mad because Tony was supposed to go to work with my Dad today and he slept all day, yes he just arose. He went to bed around midnight last night, got up with the boys between 7:30 and about 9:30 this morning, but was crashed back out in bed when I got up at 10, and it's 5p.m. now and he's just getting up again. That's just irritating to me. Tom didn't get up until almost 2 but he went to bed at 5:30a.m.

I guess I just hate the fact that there are 4 adults in this house, no one is working except me, and that's only part time while I go to school, and still nothing gets done, and the boys still go unsupervised. Dad is giving Tony some work, but on his third day (today) he doesn't show up, and I know how my father is about that. Plus I am the only one doing some things, between homework, and school. I shouldn't complain though, Sherrie has been putting the kids to bed everynight, and Liz and Sherrie have been bathing them on a regular basis. It's just that sometimes the money situationand the lack of a clean house really get to me.I guess I can't expect my house to stay clean for long.

The smell of the litter box is really bothering me. I wish they let their cats go outside to shit. The entire basement smells like shit all the tme, and now it has been moved to the bottom of the stairs, so the scent waifs up. At least now we have the baby gate up over our room so Waffles can't get in there and shit in our closet anymore. Now we'll just have to keep the door closed so the rest of the smell doesn't waft in there. The trials of indoor cats. I'm just glad the other 3/4 are outdoor cats. Well 3, but Lucy will be once she gets fixed.

Ah the stresses of RL. I need to stop dwelling and cmplaining and go finish cleaning up the living room that Sherrie started, and wash some more dishes before I start dinner....oh yeah and then there is the laundry to do...Shit! I don't want to do all that, but I know if I don't it won't get done. Besides I took a nap yesterday afternoon and got nothing done last night but homework, so I better get a move on. Time's awastin'!

Hey again! Ok, I think that my morose attitude of late has been very much PMS. Now that "Aunt Flo" is gone I am feeling much better, more myself. Although I did get mad at Tom last night for not watching the rest of a movie with me, and coming over to play on the computer. Plus he was going to go to bed and didn't ask me to come with him. That sucked. So I started to go to bed mad at him, but as I'm laying there, just watching time go by, I realized I was being stupid. I rolled over and started stroking his hair, even though he was already pretty much asleep, it made me feel better.

I can't wait to get a new format on my blogger. I can't seem to decide on one, so I'm not beng much help to Sherrie. I think I have school again tomorrow. I don't want to, I've had such a good break. I have a presentation due on Thursday, and I was supposed to have read a book already and I can't bring myself to read it; it's not that it's not interesting, it's just that I don't want to have to do the preentation on it in a few weeks, so I am procrastinating...hoping it will go away.

If Elizabeth doesn't get over herself, I may have to kill her, or at least lock her up until she's 40 or so. She is driving me nuts!She has those raging pre-teen hormones, she is screaming at everyone, and crying at the drop of a hat, and the world is out to get her. She is such a drama queen anyway, the hormones don't help.

I should go, there is much laundrty to be done, we have the mount Everest of dirty clothes in the laundry room, and being that I am the only adult in the house awake, I better do it. Although my bed is calling me back to it, to cuddle with my mostly naked hubby. :sigh: Must be responsible, must not go to Tom. Must take care of small children. :sigh:

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Dear Blogger :) Ok, that sounds weird. Don't know why I feel like writing, maybe because I am in a room full of people and yet I feel alone. I don't know what's wrong with me. I subbed for Mom today, it wasn't bad. Maybe cause I'm worried about mom having cancer again, maybe cause I don't know how to deal with my feelings about her, maybe cause I feel like I need to be held and cuddled, maybe because Tom is getting worse and I don't know what to do, I feel so helpless. There is so much to do, and I don't know where to start. I wish I could put my felings into words, but I am having a hard time articulating lately. I want to be included in the group thing going on, but I'm, not sure how to go about it, probably because they're watching something I am just not interested in. I am worried about the next few weeks, but I don't even know if I should be. I want so much to be feeling myself again. It's just a case of the blahs, and I don't want it to get out of hand.

I think I will go look for some new blog layouts so I can finally get something up here.

Aw Hell. This day has so sucked! I'm over tired, I have too much to do and I have no money!

I am still tired from my all-nighter the other day, I haven't been able to make up for lost sleep, because I had to take De to see the pshychologist this morning, and that is way more important than sleep. She tells Kelly that everything has been going great and, well I just don't agree.

I had to do Girl Scouts this afternoon, last minute, because I was sleeping and mom called because they had all showed up. However we did get alot done. Mom had to run to Knoxville and pick up the cookies. So now I have a bunch of Girl Scout cookies. I have homework for Sociology, Old Testament, English, SpEd, and an on-line quiz and paper to write for Foundations. All before Monday. Plus I have to re-write my resume and turn it in, otherwise I will fail my interview and not be admitted to the teacher education program. However should I even bother?

We have $26 in the bank. Bills are due, I am going to have to get a full time job to cover the bills. As long as Tom is not working, we are hurting. Tom has to get over this dizzy shit and get back to work so we can survive. Tony has to get out there and find a job instead of waiting for a job to find him. I just don't know what to do. No-one seems to want me to quit school, but that is the only solution I can see. I don't think I can work and go to school. I barely get my assignments done as it is. I need some feasible solutions.

Ok, Ok. Today has been one hell of a long day! I am incredibly horny, and don't know why. For some reason I got turned on by my English prof. This morning, and all I wanted to do was jump her. In Foundations I caught Byron staring at me, and we started talking sex...sorta. He told me he was a virgin and it just made me want to grab him and fuck his brains out right there in front of the entire class. Then Deante' comes in late and he smiles and waves and winks and flirts across the room and gets me all hot and horny all over again! I am going to go nuts before I get home! Now I am finally getting to blog and hopefully get my frustrations out before I get home, because I am just way to tired for sex again tonight.

I so wanted to smack Rebecca and Joe tonight in class! They are so immature and stupid! That drove me NUTS! I so needed a smoke, but I held my temper and didn't knock her sideways...into Joes head. I spent most of the class arguing with her. Joy says we clash because our personalities are a lot alike, maybe, but she is so closed minded.

Art Appreciation was sooooo incredibly BO-RING! Movie time, so I almost fell asleep. Test next class...good thing that's not until the 26th. My damn tea got so weak, watery, and warm. :( There were some sleepers, talkers, note writers, and note takers during the movie. I am of the later two. The note writing I did is pretty much this blog, I didn't end up taking a lot of notes though.

SHIT! I am having a hard time staying awake! I hate the desks here, they cut into my stomach and don't give you a whole hell of a lot of writing room. Damn, every time I moved my head I got dizzy. And damn Chuck Closes' paintings didn't help matters. I spent most of the movie fighting sleep. God Damn It! What is with the damn artsy types saying "if you will"???????

Today has just sucked ass; except English and Sociology. I have quite a bit of homework to get done this weekend. Plus I have a damn Girl Scout meeting to plan for tomorrow. And GS cookies are here. I had a test and a quiz. I feel so behind because of the snow and missed classes. I need to catch up.

Right now I am just avoiding going home because I want the kids to be asleep when I get there, I need to relax and go to sleep, not have to fool with bedtime and kisses, and bathroom crap. I just want SLEEP!

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