It's been awhile. I've wanted to blog but haven't been able too for one reason or another; somebody was on the compy, homework to do, chores to do, housework, kids, ya know, the usual. School is almost over, thank GOD! Only a few more days. Finals start on Thursday, they'll be over a week from tomorrow. The only problem with school is having to do 25 hours of practicum before next Tuesday. Yes I know it's my own fault for procrastinating until the last week of school. Speaking of which, today was the first day and I loved it; small class, [i]great[/i] teacher and teaching assistant. The drive sucks, but I really like the school, I didn't think I would, but I do.

I am feeling fat lately. I have gained back all of the 15 pounds I lost, so i have been feeling fat and blotted lately and I'm afraid I won't be able to fit into my jeans, so I haven't worn them in about 2 weeks. I don't want to have that bad a feeling. I feel depressed and out of sorts.

I also have my one month anniversary on the Blogger this month, so many anniversary's of the internet this month. Blogger, Box, 2000 posts, etc etc.

Tom and I haven't made love in way too long. We've had sex (still been over a week), but not long slow passionate love. I want that. He's been staying up way too late, and drinking alot, and the mood hasn't been right. I don't know, I also feel like he's had these moods l;ately, I was starting to think he wasn't attracted anymore because of the weight thing, but last night we were getting cuddly and passionate, and he said he still loved me and was attracted...but then he left cause he "wasn't ready to go to bed yet." I waited until 2am for him to come to bed, but by then I was too exhausted and I had to get up at 6, sooooooo. Sigh.

Ok, I'm waaaay too depressed now, think I'll go shower and head to bed. :(

I am in a good mood. Today is my Boxday, and I made 2000 posts today. I got a pedicure yesterday, and new sandels, a new purse, and pretty polish to do my nails with. We're going out for Chinese tonight. It is gooood. I am in a really good mood, even if I do have to go clean the boys' room. With that said, I shall go clean.

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Ahhhhhhh I haven't been on in days. I'm tired all the time, up too late, and up too early. I have too many papers due in the next week, a big one tomorrow. Right now I'm just procrastinating about doing it. I hate waiting until the last minute, but I have absolutely no motivation to do it right now.

Stupid allergies have every adult in the house feeling like shit. Unfortunately the south has lots o' trees, therefore lots o' pollen. It will be over soon enough. Hopefully before my head explodes from all the sneezing.

I need to get the garden planted...Soon! Or we won't have any veggies this summer. I want lots of fresh veggies from the garden. I am on a fresh, raw, veggies kick lately. At least we have finally decided on a spot, I just need to borrow a tiller now, and of course buy the plants.

Why am I watching "Clifford Puppy Days"? I am the only person in the room. I could turn it off, but Clifford is so cute.

It was such a beautiful day out today (73 degrees), but I had to spend it inside. But subbing is decent pay, and any money we can get helps, plus that school makes the BEST lunches! Plus everyone there is so nice. I hope to teach there for good someday.

But I will never got to teach, if I don't do my homework. See ya later, going to hit the books. (hard, against my head)

I soooo Happy! Lookie at my new bloggie skin!!!!! I love it! Thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou Luvie for helping me out with that! I hope you all like it. < I wish I could actually design something like this, I feel so untalented, it was done by a 13yo girl. If you want to see her stuff (blog) take a look at Electric Tang in my links, she's pretty cool. >

I wish I had remembered that it was daylight savings time before 3am.(4am) yet another night of not enough sleep. At least I'm up early enough to start on the LOOOOONG to-do list that I have for today. Speaking of which, I think I'll go do some more work on that.... Until later.

And one more thing-Sher:thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, so no more depressing shit today! I am looking forward to moving all of Sheerie's crap in here so they feel more at home. The tax refund came, so we are sustaining ourselves pretty well, as well as getting bills paid, now I just have to wait for the new checks to arrive.

My sisters baby shower was today...BO-Ring! That kind of shit is a pain. But Ade came into town for it, so it's great to see her again. She lives 1,000 miles away but I see and talk to her more than the sister who lives 30 minutes away. Prolly cause I like her more now.

I hate allergy season! Sneeze and blow is all I seem to do anymore! I do hope the weather decides to stay warm though. I really want to plant a garden this year. Sherrie and I have to pick a good spot for it. Does anyone have any ideas for good things to plant in a first garden? We are definitely doing tomatoes and peppers, hopefully lettuce if it isn't too late, maybe some squash (acorn) Any ideas out there?

Gotta go move stuff now. Bye.