Where are you? I know you probably just didn't leave yet, but I'm worried...Even called barbs wanting to see if you were there..Only got voicemail WHERE ARE YOU????AND WHY AREN"T YOU HERE???--ok so that was more of a blurt than a blog, but I need to know. I just wish I knew where she was. They said they were leaving yesterday, yeah I know I'm not supposed to know, but Sher couldn't NOT tell me, now it makes me wonder if they are ok, or decided to stay in PA until after Christmas. I just want to know where they are. Are they ok? Did they die in a firey wreck? What happened to being here yesterday? I expected them 24hrs ago...Its only a 10 hour drive at the most...So where are they? I don't know what to think.

Ok, on to the rest of it. Thomas got on my last nerve. He just talks so damn much! We went to the mall, just Thomas, Tom and me. We bought some last minute gifts, then came home and Tom left for work. Thomas needed to go to Wal-Mart because he forgot to buy Liz her gift. He wanted to buy her something with his money. So off we went. First stop was the pharmacy, of course we had a wait, but he was well behaved. Then we went to Wally World :sigh: It was packed and he wanted to walk, keeping up with where he was was a task by itself. Plus he kept stopping and wanting toys. He was cute but annoying, it was better after I got him in a cart, but I was almost done when that happened. Then we went to the Hallmark store, again, cute but annoying. The employees all loved him though. Then to Food Lion, AAARRRGGGHHH! I was so frustrated by then I really shouldn't have taken him. Anyway, off to home, Liz let him fall asleep, and its too early of course, so I made her wake him, so now he's tired and cranky. I need to cook dinner, but am really not hungry and don't want to cook. Liz is going to make the boys some noodles.

I am going to get some decorations out tonight, maybe bake some cookies, yeah I know it's last minute, but I need SOMETHING to get me in the holiday spirit.

The boys bunkbeds came last night, I had them set them up in one spot and realized after they left that Thomas would hit his head on the ceiling fan getting out. :rolly eyes: So we moved them, but will have to change the sides out so that the desk isn't against the wall, the shelves are. Plus they forgot the brackets to keep the ladder on, so right now the ladder is propped up against the wall so it doesn't slide when Thomas gets in and out of bed. James is getting better at sleeping in "a big boy bed".

I am listening to radio Kaos- I love it, I can't wait to hear Chaos tonight, I missed it last night...Tom wanted to play Diablo, he said he would get off so I could listen, but never did, then I showered and went to bed. So I look forward to listening to him tonight. I just won't let him have the puter when he gets home. >:)

Sigh, I need to go downstairs and get some decorations. I'll let Liz decorate while I sulk.

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Well it's Sunday, 4 days until Christmas and I have done NOTHING! We have no tree up, no decorations, no cookies baked, NOTHING! The house isn't even clean enough to do any of that. I am not as stressed about it this year, but I feel like I don't care that it's done or not. Liz keeps asking if we are going to have a tree. Tom won't be have a day off until Christmas Eve, so if we do the tree I have to do it by myself, and I just don't care enough to fool with it. I have almost all my shopping done. i can't figure out what to get for Tom's dad. I would also like to get one more thing for Ade. I really want to get in the holiday spirit, but can't seem to get there. I haven't even listened to one Christmas carol yet. I got out the CD's, but haven't beenin the mood enough to turn one on.

The only thing I am really looking forward to is Tony and Sherrie arriving. Except that everytime they set a date, it gets put off by one thing or another. This time it was making a trip to AAA tomorrow when they open. So it should be tomorrow. But I keep thinking that and something else happens. :sigh: I want to get my hopes up and look forward to their arrival, but I just can't live with the disappointment anymore. So I have decided to not anticipate but just be happy when they arrive. Then maybe I will be happy enough to get into the Christmas spirit, and decorate this disaster area I call a house.

I came home from shopping tonight and the boys had torn up the the styrofoam packing from the one and only Christmas decoration I took out. they tore up the syrofoam into little balls, all over the house, bedrooms, living room, kitchen. So as soon as I came home I had to bring in Kim and Patricks dogs that will be wit us until after New Years (if Pat has his way), and vacuum up he water in the basement, then come up here and sweep and pick up three rooms. It seems like Elizabeth did absolutely nothing I asked her to do while I was gone. :sigh: All the more I have to do and be overwhelmed with.

So much going on. I am really disappointed with my grades. I made 2 A's and 3 B's. I really feel that 2 of those B's should have been A's, but what can I do? I could re-take the classes, but I mean B's aren't that bad, just disappointing. :( The 2 A's I already knew for sure I would get. :sigh: Oh well. I also sold back all my books, and still can't find the English 202 book for next semester. I don't want to but it new. I am trying not to be disappointed with my grades, I had so hoped they would cheer me up, but it didn't.

The bunkbed my parents ordered for the boys was supposed to come today, so we took down their needs, emptied their room, to get ready for the delivery guys. The bed was supposed to come this morning. At noon when they still weren't here, I called to see when they would be here. They won't! Apparently the order was cancelled MONDAY and no one bothered to tell us! I called Dad and he said it was about something that happened with Adrienne's bed "years ago", but he was not in a good mood and wouldn't tell me more, except that they will be getting the boys bed from Chattanooga, sometime in the future??? That sucks, now we have to set up Thomas' bed and get a rail so James can sleep in it, and Thomas will have to sleep in DeAnne's room until further notice. That is the only thing I can think of to do.

The bad news just keeps coming in droves! Tony and Sherrie have no clue when they will be able to get here. It keeps getting pushed back and pushed back, I don't know what to think anymore. I'm not sure if I should even hope that they are coming. :( I know it's something that can't be helped, but that doesn't keep my hopes up.

We owe so much in bills I don't know what to do, other than call my uncle and borrow it from him. I can't borrow from my parents this close to Christmas, and Tom's parents won't let us borrow it, I'm not sure they even have it for us to borrow. I just want to pay off all the bills so people will stop calling trying to get us pay bills that we don't have the money to pay. I'm ready to turn off the phone just to make the calls stop.

Can you tell the depression is hitting hard this Christmas? I hate the holidays. My house is a shambles, I have no decorations up, Tom has worked every day since December 8th, and won't be off until Christmas Eve. I'm not sure if I have gotten everyone presents yet. I have so much to do before Christmas, even just the little chores seem overwhelming.

I dread going to the families houses for Christmas. Not looking forward to dealing with my sisters, though they are mad at each other, and I don't think they have made up yet, so it might not be leave Monica out of EVERY conversation, unless it's about how loud and ungrateful her children are, this year. Ok so I hate holidays, every single last one of the good awful things. I was kinda looking forward to New Years, but if I can't get and keep my house clean and decorated, there will be no party this year.

We haven't had wood in days, so the house has been cold. Central heat and air just doesn't cut it when it's below 40, and it's been in the 30's and below lately. Plus it's snowing in M'town, and moving this way. It's supposed to snow all day today and all night tonight. Tom and Patrick went up to Tom and Ellies to get wood, at the very least fill up the mini van. That will keep us for a few days, until we can get a pick-up load. Filling up Tom's trunk only did us for a about 2 days. We've been burning pallets, but they burn quickly. I hope Tom will have enough time to start a fire when he gets back.

Went out with mom and the girls last night and they pissed mom off so bad that it was no fun, even though I got 3 new pairs of shoes. They just wouldn't stop the back-biting and bickering. And Elizabeth was being an ingrate and disrespectful. I don't know what to do about it because she doesn't see that she is doing anything wrong. At least De apologizes when she behaves badly, but Liz doesn't even she that she is in the wrong and needs to apologize. :sigh: What am I going to do with her?

:sigh: Think I'll go try to make my kitchen usable. :( I have no great desire to clean. But I have to stop this before I start crying. Besides the boys are probably hungry. I'm off to the kitchen.

Hi all. Such a busy and stressful time. Papers due, finals coming up, babysitters sick. Life could be worse though. I'm in a really good mood today, even though Patrick was here when I got home to see Tom between classes.

Friday night we had INCREDIBLE sex! I mean multiple orgasms, one after another. It was fantastic. It was definitely cigarette sex. Tom was wonderful! It was a good thing we had sex though, I started my period Saturday. :( It was worth it, and still I am in a good mood. :D

DeAnne has been home all weekend, she finally left Sunday night. Sometimes she causes more problems than I can handle. I wonder sometimes, if it's worth letting her stay with Mom and Dad, when she causes so much trouble when she's home.

Tom and I had a real, honest to God date Saturday. I mean, dress-up, dinner at the Country Club (ok so Nashua Christmas Party, but it counts). We sat alone so we had privacy and could be love. Hell no-one from second shift was there, so I knew like 2 people. Then we went to the mall and Christmas shopped for the kids. It was nice to be all dressed up, looking good, Tom wore a tie, I wore heels, we both looked really good. It was so nice to be out with the one you love, no kids. And when we got home, Dad had put them all to bed already, and they were asleep.

I wrote my English paper Sunday night, and one of my New Testament reflection papers. I will do the second one today. I also have a paper to write on my observation for Lifespan. It's due Wednesday when we take our exam. I really need to work on that. It's not really clear on what he wants. I don't think I can bullshit for 3-5 pages though.

Tom made a FANTASTIC standing rib roast and garlic mashed potatoes for dinner Sunday night. I love it when he cooks. He is so good at it, I wish he were home to do it more often. He really has a knack for it.

Tom and Patrick went to get more wood from Ellie and Tom, since we are out, and the fire really keeps things much warmer in here. We really noticed the difference yesterday when we had no wood and the floors were just so cold. I love having a fire.

Still I am in a really good mood. The fire is warm, the kids are being good, all is quiet in the house, I feel really productive, Courtney thinks I did a good job on my paper, so now I just have to revise. I'll do that between my next 2 classes. I am lovin this new Google tool bar. It's pretty cool. And Tom downloaded a new Christmas theme yesterday, it's great. I am just happy with the world today, I hope it stays that way.

Ok, I can't deal with this. I have been on edge since 4:30. The girls won't get along and when they do, they are refusing to do as I ask. No one can agree on what they want for dinner, so the boys and De had pasta, James also had a peanut-butter sandwich, and De also had a chicken patty. Liz is refusing to eat anything I offer, so she made herself a peanut-butter sandwich and some toast. When DeAnne is here I hate the way the kids act. De is bitchy, and hateful, and she makes Liz bitchier, she makes the boys go wild, and get cranky. It is some much more stressful with her here, I even want a cigarette now. I haven't wanted a cigarette in 3 weeks, except the last time she was here. (I wish I had the rolly eyed smiley in here)

I hate being this stressed. I have papers due and finals are coming up, I don't need this shit. We have no more wood, I don't know when we'll be able to go get more, because Tom feels like shit. I just hope he's up for the Christmas party tomorrow night. I'm worried about Sherrie, we haven't talked since she said she was upset Wednesday night, and she really didn't say anything about why she was upset.

I need to be left alone. I need a big bowl of ice cream. I need to feel better. I need to know why Sherrie is upset. I need to know why De hates me. I need to listen to some angry music. I need to listen to some happy music. Why am I so , so , so , damn I don't know!

Just waiting for the timer to ring so I can wash the color out of my hair. Going for a little redder this time. It's called: True Red. I like it. What do you think? I wanted a touch-up for the Nashua Christmas party tomorrow night.

Well, Thanksgiving is over. So much has been going on.

Sherrie didn't make it down...yet. We still have hope. Yes, still looking forward to that.

Ade was here and brought Maria. Maria is very cool, also HOT!

Did the Black Friday shop with the fam. It was me, Mom, Ade, Trish and Liz. Fun, but not so much. I had to wait around on there asses all day and when I wanted to shop for me, Mom got all impatient with me. Plus I hardly spent any money at all. I bought for Tom and that's about it.

Ade caused big problems on Saturday and Sunday. She saw Abuser man again, fought with Trish and Mom. On Sunday broke up with abuser man (yet again), blamed it on Mom and Trish , went to a ball game on Mom and refused to speak to mom, Dad, or De the entire time. The tension at Trish's house is so thick you could slice it. Boy am I glad I moved on from that sort of thing.

School will be over in two weeks. I'm not sure I'm ready for that. I still have so much to do. Oh well, I can only do the best I can with what I got. Whitlow said he will count my report (aka bringing in Mark and Kim) as extra credit, since I want to take all my tests. I didn't do as well on the last one, only an 84. I don't think many did well on that, he offered to let whoever wanted to re-take the test. I definitely like Dr Carpenter better. Or maybe I just like the material that we are covering better.

All the kids are gone right now, I should go do some homework.

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