argh!

I am stressing! I have been sick for too many days now. I am tired, I have a headache, and I am tired of girls with raging hormones!

I have been trying to actually work on the computer today. Not play games or post, but actually use the computer for the purpose it was designed. I have been putting off chool stuff for too long and just wanted to apply for some scholarships online. The interuptions to settle petty fights are getting to me.

De was home today and, of course, the noise level was excrutiating, the stress level was sky high as was the "Moooommm!" meter was running hard and fast.I want to change my name and join the Merchant Marines on days like these. My mom just came to pick up De, so at least the noise will settle down some. And the boys have been mostly good today, it has just been Liz and De. If Liz doesn't change her attitude I am going to rip her melon head right off her shoulders!

I just need yet another cigarette.