I am sooooo angry! Every time I try to calm down, or start to relax, they do something else. I have been pushed as far as I can take! I can't take anymore! I feel so overloaded. I have fun on WWDN, calm down, kids stress me out. Talk to Sherrie, calm down, kids do something else. Tom comes home, calm down kids push me over the edge. I can't take anymore! I think I'll be drinking tonight! But I still have responsibilities, I must go to the grocery store and get WIC for the morning. I will listen to Saturday night 80's to relax, but that will be awhile. Boys need to settle down. Girls need to quit back biting. All needs to quiet. My heart is racing. My hands are shaking. I am seething. I wish I could take a drive. Be irresponsible for awhile. Damn I wish Tom were home. I could cope if I had some help.