Written Long hand at work, entered later :-(

I need some help, we need $ desperately! I called DHS for a food stamp application today. I may hate doing it but I have to, my family needs it. It depresses me so much to make that call. I hate being this desperate! I’m going to have to borrow $ from my Mom until we get our tax return. We found out today it could be awhile, there has been a delay, they don’t know what. The sum we are to get back is wrong and that is delaying our return. We won’t know until next week whether it’s in our favor or theirs. They will call us sometime and talk to us, or we are to call them again next week. We have to pay our mortgage. We are soooo behind! I wish I didn’t have to borrow $ from Mom, but I just don’t know anyone else I can borrow from. I wish there were someone else, anyone else!

Again Jerry bought me lunch. I have to do something nice for him, I just don’t know what. He is such a nice guy. The only problem is it’s 3 o’clock so I’m not gonna want to cook dinner until late. Maybe I’ll stick half in the fridge and save it for tomorrow.

The girls came to see me at work today :D It was nice to see them for a few minutes. They wanted to know who the cardboard cut-out in Dad’s office was, lol. They get along so much better when they aren’t with each other 24/7, less competition, more friendship.

I wish Mary had shown up for work today, then at least I’d have someone to talk to, instead of being bored senseless. I wish I could be on the net! On WWdN, Bloging for real instead of doing this long hand….. I think if I didn’t get so bored and tired at work I could do something when I got home, but all I want to do when I get home is nap. Which is exactly what I did today, I slept for 1 ½ hours! Thank you Tom!

I need help coming up with a poster idea to sell myself as a sub in case I don’t get a permanent position with the school system. Just an 8x11 that I can print out on the computer and have photocopied to give to teachers, also to e-mail to teachers.

I got my new shoes tonight after work, and hey were $5 cheaper than the other ones :-) So I came home with change! They seem to be much better, though I slept (as I said before) and didn’t wear my shoes, so the real test will be tomorrow.