Ahhhhhh. The school year has started. The first day is over. Yesterday was great for Liz, so I am happy for her. She was so happy when she came home. She had a great day.

I got the information from Carson Newman in the mail today. I filled out all the forms. Now all I have to do is send them back and get myself some money to go there. I want to teach so badly, but I am so afraid to move forward. Staying inert is so much easier.I felt like a slug yesterday. I did nothing. I even took a nap. But I have to move forward now. The sooner I move forward with my life, the sooner my life will begin to improve. I must look forward. Onward and upward. I want to lay down and take a nap now, I am so tired, but I know I shouldn't, so I won't. I must do. Let me get off the computer and clean, mow the lawn, something! Moving will help wake me up. And moving forward will help disspell the fear.