Oh hell. Today was registration day for the girls. It was hectic. Not happy getting up that early. I only got 5 hours sleep. The girls decided to bicker over every little thing this morning. Why can't they just get along? They just kept bickering, and I have such a headache. And yesterday Tom and I were actually thinking about having De come back home, but I'm not sure with all the other stresses right now, that I could handle having her home all the time. She was here yesterday, and it was horrible. When she and Liz get together all they do is fight and argue. I get tears from each of them at least once a day. I wish I knew how to handle DeAnne better. She told is yesterday, that she didn't think we loved her. How can she feel that way when none of the other children feel that way. I try so hard to make sure I so each of them love and attention. It is just never enough for her. I feel so inadequate as a parent with her.

Yesterday Ellie came over and got Tom depressed, which upsets me. She is so down on him, has absolutly no faith in her son. I want so much for him to go back to school and do something with his brain, and he is trying to decide what he wants to do, he tells his mother and she downs him. Why can't she just be supportive? Speaking of Tom, he should have had enough rest by now, (bad night last night so I let him sleep) I better go get him up... Later :)