I must say, so much has gone on. I should have posted more. Dad and I have made up. We talked, he didn't realize he was treating me so badly and that was the reason I was avoiding him, and going to work, and ever since he has been great. I was so happy he even fixed the air conditioning yesterday, for me! Jerry told me that when he came to work dad said "Lets make Monica happy today, lets fix the AC." I was flabergasted when Jerry told me. But it made me feel really good, the perfect end to a perfect day. Yesterday was GREAT!!!!! The best day I've had in quite awhile.... No the OMG fantastic sex last night was the perfect end, but I digress.

We got some, new to us, furniture from Tronda. And re-arranged the living room, and Elizabeths room. We have to go work on De's room/the children's den. Liz put all her stuff in there and we partly took apart the bed, so it's a mess again, I'll have to go clean it. After Liz gets all her crap out.

2 of the 3 contractors that I have called, have called me back. One is coming Monday, the other is coming Tuesday. To give us an estimate on the remodeling work that we want done. I think if we can manage to get the money, it will be great! The problem is that we've been late with the mortgage by 3 months twice in the last year. That is not going to look good to the bank. I think even if I can't get the extra money from refinancing I my take out a home improvrement loan or some such. I really want to do this. I have my heart set now, which is gonna make it really hard if it doesn't work out.

More later, gotta get ready for work.