Well, 3 days and counting..... I think Dad is excited and happy about me leaving :( I should be happier, but I'm not. I think I'm just scared. I want another job, but now with the school's thing possibly not being permanant, only substitute work, I'm afraid. I don't want my friendship with Cindy to end either. I really like her and we are so much alike, we have so much in common. I really like working with her, and with Jerry, but not with Dad. They make the job worthwhile, but I can't stay. I need to move on. I will have to go to the Board of Ed and talk to Debbie Berry about a teaching assistants job. Otherwise I really am going to need to find a permanant job, no matter how much I want to teach, subbing income won't be stable enough with Tom not working. More to contiplate on. Where can I find a decent job, in this little town, that I won't hate? hmmmmm. Crap.